frustation

    god you know......

    I wanna die

    because I cant be a perfect man

    and now I must life in this world

every morning I see the sky

and I can see the sun will come

and gave shining bright today

    I think I cant life for now

    don't know why?

    I feels so bad in my life

    please help me

for what I'm born to this world

can you tell me for what

ya I cant find the answer that

my mind just can find the freedom of life

    oh I'm try now

    I'm give up

    I just can restrain of my life

so hard to wake up from my dreams

because I don't wanna miss this dream

in my dreams you come and I fells so funniest

because of you love

    I got found you in my dreams

    just you and me inside

    you know love where....

    where I could find you

only you can makes me forget her

but when I could saw you for first time

I love you

I want to married with you

    god say the life its trying

    and you born to this world

    just to try reach your life

    and its my secrets

but much my questions

why you give me this life

if I cant find my life

and my love or my care

    if I can found her god

    I'll never waste her

    I'll be safe her in my heart

    and I'm try to reach her love

and it's my swear before

once again my question

whats can I do in my life right now...?....